Don't anyone panic. It's me again. The sky is still blue, no aliens have landed, it's really me...wait (pinches self...OUCH!) Yep, me.
As I said before...look up at last post.....I try to keep things to myself because I live with another computer lover and I don't want her to stumble onto this and be upset. She probably wouldn't but some people would. I think you know what I mean.
Anyway, this is my outlet. But there are things I need to let out that I am afraid to do here. My family has been through so much. I need something more. I don't really deserve to ask because I all but abandoned you guys for almost two years. A lot of you have been and still is going through very hard times. Perhaps worse than mine. But I am here...on bended knee, asking for a heart to lean on.
I need to talk about some things that are personal. I need someone who I can email privately to get these things out before I explode. I can't afford therapy and boy do I need it. Asking this is a big thing. Nothing people would want to line up for. Hearing other people's problems. What a bummer. I have always been more than ready (and still am!!) to be someone's heart to lean on. Now I need one too.
If by chance I get more than one offer, I will pick one or more. I hate choosing. But perhaps more than one will help me see more sides. I am desperate. I am afraid and alone because these things I just can't talk about to people I see.
So if you are willing...boy are you in for it..and perhaps a little strange. I will be forever in your debt. Remember, I am here for you all. Just email and say help. That will get my attention. My aunt is on the way home so I will close. What I need is an email buddy I can talk to that is private and I don't have to worry about it falling into the wrong hands. The problems are bigger than me and building and I need to let it out or go on Prozac. Prozac is expensive. Help me.
Thanks friends
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Tammy I can always be called upon as a friend...wonder how I can give you my e address without maybe being troubled by "odd" letters.
Ah well nothing dared nothing gained...it is
sybilsybil45@aol.com
as soon as you have it pleased write it down and then delete this comment.
much Love Sybil x
PS I will be away next week Mon-Frid.. but here till then
Tammy know you can always write to me dear and I'll be there for you. I'm your Inman, SC neighbor and what you say or write to me will always stay private. All my friends and I have always had an agreement that what is said, stays right there never to be repeated to anyone else. We always joke that we could write a best seller book if we weren't trusted friends.
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